In September 2002 I made up a printed version of The Pilot's Cosmic History (part of his book Super Scio). I got a bit ambitious and included his material on researching past lives, and "an impossible incident". And more. A postscript and a second postscript which is mainly material of the Pilot at that time (2002) I am reposting those last two, and Archiving it in Homer's Archives. Ant Phillips. IVy@post8.tele.dk ***************************** Further postscript When the Pilot wrote his Supers Scio, Self Clearing, and a lot of his postings to the Internet lists on Scientology, he was anonymous, because he wanted to maintain his comm lines to the Church. At a certain point his wife revealed him to the Church, and he then revealed himself to all as Ken Ogger. Later he had a couple of what one might call collapses, the first being of a mental come spiritual nature, the second physical. Here are two things he wrote about the second experience, which I think are relevant to the study and contemplation on Cosmic History. The first was written publicly to the newsgroups. *************************** NEAR DEATH AND RESURRECTION June 2002 Yes, I was near the edge of death, comatose and on life support in an intensive care unit (ICU) for over a month. My colon had ruptured, I had peritonitis, and I had a rare bacterial fungus infection that did not respond to antibiotics or other treatment. And what with being unconscious and having a 105 degree [40.555 C] fever raging out of control, the estimates were that even if the infection could be cured, I'd be a vegetable when I woke up. Then one morning, the infection and fever simply disappeared and I woke up and opened my eyes and smiled at my mother who was sitting at my bedside. After that I began recovering and healing, which was quite a task since I was completely on life support and most of my bodily functions had shut down (I couldn't even breath by myself at first, I was on a respirator) and my muscles had all atrophied. Happily, I am healing at an exceptionally fast rate and expect to be back to normal or perhaps even better than normal in the next few months. As for the instantaneous cure, which the hospital is still referring to as a miracle, there are so many possible sources that all I can do is say thank you to whomever or whatever may have helped. The number of people who had postulated, prayed, visualized, or whatever on my behalf while I was in the ICU was incredible including not only freezoners and Science of Mind practitioners but also members of other faiths even including the Knights of Columbus who were praying to St. Jude on my behalf. As for myself, I was off in a lucid dream almost six weeks long. That was quite interesting and entertaining and its worth a book all by itself. There were times in the dream when everything stopped. Steven King had a name for it in one of his fiction books. He called it the dead zone. He does not even try to explain it. I think that he must have gotten the term from somebody who had been in a coma. In his story its just cute, this dead spot that the guy has after being in a coma. Sometimes the guy can look into it and see the future. But in my experience it was terrifying. The dream would be moving along nicely and then all of a sudden everything would stop and go silent and fade away and there would only be nothingness. The nothingness was unconfrontable. But I don't think that there was any reason for terror except that the nothingness would reflect back any emotion and amplify it a thousand fold. I have been working to get my confront up on it and to understand it. It is true nothingness. It is the Tao, the void, the life static that is everything and nothing all at once. It is what Earnest Holmes in Science of Mind called God. Being in the coma rubbed my nose in it. Because the body was still alive, I didn't go wandering off into between lives or whatever. And because the body was drugged, I didn't get the clear light and exterior perception that I had the previous time I was near death and looking down at the ambulance back in the late 1970s. Instead I only had the dream, and occasionally the dream would stop and I'd be facing nothingness. That is the real dead zone. I'm still working on it, getting my confront up. Now I can find it. I think that you can do a lot more than just see futures in it. This may be the ultimate OT level. I also know what process brought me out of the coma. In the dream I started consciously creating people to talk to. I was bringing people I'd know back into existence so that I could communicate with them. A sort of OT version of grade 0. Another interesting point is that when I caved in at the end of 1999, the cause point for my own universe shifted from internal to external. Even when things began getting better in 2001, I remained at effect instead of being at cause. But at the very end of the coma when I began creating other people, the cause point shifted back under my control. So there I was in the hospital during that first week after being in the coma, and I could barely move. I was totally dependent on nurses etc. and could not even get up by myself. And yet I was at cause over getting the nurses to move me around and so forth instead of being at effect. It's actually funny. I'd been at total effect for about two years even though I could move around by myself and then I couldn't even do that but had started being at cause again anyway. And so basically I think that I'm finally cured of the deathlike mental state that I was in during the year 2000. That, by the way, is what I think brought about the physical illness. I went around for an entire year feeling like dying and making postulates that were below zero on the tone scale. It totally surprised me that I didn't get sick and die right then, but apparently the universe has a significant comm lag. I hit absolute rock bottom in the middle of 2000 and wanted to die and then about 14 or 16 months later, my body collapsed and headed for death even though my life had started to get better and my tone level was already significantly higher than zero. Now everything seems to have turned around and I'm really getting better. I'm only starting to catch up on the events on ACT and ARS [the Internet public newsgroup to which Ken publishes his work]. Best wishes to all of you, Ken Ogger aka The Pilot pilot@scientology.at ========= See the Pilot's homepage and the Scientology Reformer's homepage at http://freezoneearth.org/downloads/files.html ***************************** The above was issued to the newsgroups. A little later he wrote the following to a smaller group of intimates. Dated August 05 2002 ************************************** Max [Sandor] gave a workshop this weekend (Friday through Sunday) and I attended the short Friday evening session. It was quite enjoyable. Also it was good for me to start getting out and meeting people etc. Some of the things at the seminar tied right in with the stuff I've been thinking about the Tao and the dead zone and the richness of creation. I've realized that the only stability is a cycling motion. You can't just hold things stable, it will blow up in your face because it violates adding to the richness of creation and comes too close to being a static. Even the cycling stability is dicy but works because there is endless variation. By cycling motion, I mean something like treading water, or a dance. Near the beginning I see us all in a sort of dance at the big spirit level. That goes on for almost forever. Then we try to stop moving or hold onto the same partner or something and that causes the start of a collapse. I've been trying to relate this to what I put in Cosmic History. The dancers seem early, before the reality wars, and they seem to be large super beings with many facets, where each facet is an Individual. In other words, dancer A might be a hundred different people and dancer B might be a different hundred etc. Maybe there are a hundred or so dancers, and then we stop or something and each dancer shatters into a hundred separate individuals, giving a total of maybe ten thousand individuals. Then the ten thousand fight the reality wars. And then of course we fragment further. All of this is just a guesswork. Then I tried to get the sequence of this relative to the jewel of knowledge incident and I got something really weird which was that the "dancers" are the ones who went through the jewel, but going through the jewel is what cause them to have "facets" and predisposed them to shattering into individuals. But I'm over my head with this sort of stuff right now, so this is just to get down in writing what I seem to have picked up so that I don't forget it. Best, Ken ************************************** Mon Jun 11 14:35:34 EDT 2007