ANIMAL MIND - Michael Mourer ----------------------------------------------------------------- THE LAST SECRET: ON BECOMING AND CREATING PURE LIGHT HOW TO CLEANSE YOURSELF OF ALL OF YOUR MENTAL, EMOTlONAL, AND SPIRITUAL POLLUTION. A COMPLETE INSTRUCTION MANUAL WARNING - DISCLAIMER: YOU STUDY AND APPLY THIS MATERIAL AT YOUR OWN RISK. THE MATERIAL DISCUSSED IN THIS MANUAL IS VERY, VERY, VERY HOT STUFF. IT IS THE CAUSE OF ALL HUMAN UPSET, PAIN, ADDICTIONS CRIME, WARS, GREED, JEALOUSY, ANGER, FEAR, SADNESS, PERVERSION, SELF DOUBT AND ON AND ON. ANYTHING THAT CAUSES HUMAN EMPTINESS, LIFE TO DIMINISH, DARKNESS TO DESCEND, CREATIVITY TO LESSEN, JOY TO BE ABSENT, LOVING KINDNESS TO BE INOPERABLE, COMPASSION TO BE ABSENT, SPONTANEITY TO BE GONE, IS CONTAINED IN THIS MATERIAL. THIS MATERIAL IS THE CAUSE OF ALL MANS EVIL AND DESTRUCTIVE WAYS. THIS IS THE CORE MATERIAL THAT OPERATES AND RUINS YOUR LIFE (CURRENTLY WITH YOUR UNWITTING PERMISSION). YOU MISTAKENLY THINK THIS MATERIAL IS THE REAL YOU. THIS MATERIAL IS THE REASON WHY YOU, ALONG WITH EVERYBODY ELSE, HAVE NO FREE WILL. IN ORDER FOR YOU TO DO THIS CORE MATERIAL YOU MUST BE ABLE TO OBSERVE YOU ARE NOT BEING WHO YOU REALLY ARE. YOU ALSO MUST BE WILLING TO RID YOURSELF OF EVERYTHING YOU CURRENTLY ARE CONVINCED YOU ARE. ONCE YOU HAVE AWAKENED TO THIS, YOU MUST LITERALLY DIE (CLEANSE YOURSELF) SO YOU MAY BE RE-BORN (EMERGE AS WHAT YOU TRULY ARE) AND BEGIN TO TRULY LIVE AS NATURAL PURITY AND SPONTANEITY. THIS MATERIAL (WHO YOU MISTAKENLY THINK YOU ARE) WILL AUTOMATICALLY ATTACK ME. THIS IS JUST, AS I AM THE MESSENGER OF IT'S DESTRUCTION. I HAVE DONE ENOUGH OF THIS CORE MATERIAL WHERE ATTACKS ON ME ARE INCONVENIENT BUT OF NO GREAT CONSEQUENCE. I AM NOW, AS YOU CAN BE, A CREATOR OF PURE LIGHT. THIS MATERIAL CANNOT PENETRATE PURE LIGHT. IT IS MUCH LIKE A BUG HITTING A BUG ZAPPER. THIS CORE MATERIAL IS WHY NOTHING UP TO NOW HAS WORKED TO FREE MAN OF HIS HABITUAL EVIL EGOISM. THIS IS A SPIRITUAL EXERCISE AND HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY SECULAR PRACTICES. INTRODUCTION This manual is an explanation of recent discoveries concerning the human being in the areas of thought, talk, emotion, sensation and effort, from a spiritual (sane) perspective. Over the eons the author has studied and been involved with most of the religions, cults, therapies, meditations and other studies of what makes the human tick. Many of the things studied were flashy and feel good, and some made some sense. However, none of them were of any lasting benefit, other than to observe, what it isn't. I had reached a point of total frustration, but still had a deep yearning for the truth of existence. Then in the Autumn of 1987 I fell into the exact material causing human wretchedness and how to get him out of his mess (pollution). This material also explained why nothing had worked thus far, why the human has just gotten worse and worse ant worse. This information, moreover, shows the human condition to be far more sad than previously anticipated. In fact, the current human condition is quite pitiable. The material additionally shows each individual human to be individually responsible for and contributing to all the wrongs of planet earth. We can no longer say with any legitimacy, it has nothing to do with me, or those other guys are causing all the problems. It is now evident man is a combination of false selves, that he suffers from a massive Multiple Personality Defect. About 111,000+ potential false personalities. He has no control over these personalities. Introduction. The human, in his or her current configuration, is spiritually dead, cannot exercise free will, is totally habitual and is in severe (mostly unknown) pain and suffering. His or her current condition is total pollution and habitual behavior. There is a way to remove mans pollution and false personalities, and the removal is real simple. All of mans defects can be cleansed from him quite easily. As these false personalities and pollutions are removed the naturally pure person, the real you, will emerge. The natural true human, once he or she is cleansed, is pure and spontaneous. You can be spiritually re-born. You can be naturally spontaneous. You can be a creator of light. You can naturally regain your integrity. You will be able, if you wish, to manifest as loving kindness, pure joy, true compassion and perfect equanimity. I and others pray you have the strength to remove your pollution and once again become your true frisky self. Michael Mourer Wrangell, Alaska Autumn, 1996 --------------------------------------------------------------- Preface How this material was discovered. In the fall of 1987 I was at wits end as far as my life and my search for the truth of existence. I had spent over $50,000.00 and twenty years of my life studying Scientology and the various take offs of Sylva Mind control (Mind Dynamics, EST, ect.) I was a Scientology OT-7, the highest available Scientology state at that time, and a wretched mess. I was an alcoholic doper, highly obsesses with sex and money, and afraid to go to sleep at night. I was also wrapped up in the arrogance of my OTness. In fact I wasn't even a a well and happy human, let alone some kind of a super being. I had been rich, Ferrari rich, but that didn't bring any real satisfaction, only further arrogance. I saw no happiness in my future, only continued despair. It was at that point I promised myself I would do anything to get free. Go live in the woods with a hundred pounds of rice, sacrifice my body in any way necessary, do or be anything that need be. I was dead serious. As a friend of mine said, As serious as a heart attack. I surrendered. It was just after my surrender that things started to click. Much of the effort came off my existence, I started to free flow physically, emotionally and mentaly. Previously all had been exhaustive effort. One of my sanctuaries was, Powells Book Store, in Portland, which I can highly recommend; over one million books in one location. I bought a book on Tibetan Buddhism. In the book was a phrase which mentioned 84,000 plus aspects of life, each one a possible entity. Bingo!! The light went off. I was able to observe that my thoughts were these entities. And, even more amazing, these entities had cloned themselves many times over. I also observed these entities are subservient to us, thus they will come when beckoned, answer any question we might pose and leave, along with their clones, at our command. I latter observed we created these entities. It was the conscious mind. The rest is history. You can now be spiritually pure. Congratulations. TABLE OF CONTENTS THIS MANUAL IS MADE UP OF A SERIES OF ESSAYS WHICH EXPLAIN THE CREATION, MAKE UP, AND THE CLEANSING OF THE HUMAN MIND. The titles of the essays and their sequence: . Your Current Condition . The Core Case, What it is and How We Created it. . The Various Aspects of your Current Polluted Condition. . How to Rid Yourself of Your Animal Mind Pollution. . Things along the Way. . The Spiritual Death of Sentient Beings, How the Dead are getting Deader. . Thematic Mentation, Your Habitual Life Theme. . Your Current Emotional and Thought Structure. . The Fear of Purity, Why Folks Have Trouble Getting Clean. . Why Humans and other Sentient Beings have no Free Will. . Cleansing the Heart Intelligence. . Fire Fights and Attack Protection. . Eliminating Bothersome Repetitive Thoughts, Habits and heartaches. . What Dreams Are. Your current condition We are in a far worse condition than what we have ever been told. Your core condition is that of total and complete wretchedness. You have no free will. You are totally habitual and are on automatic. You think you have free will because you make decisions. However, all of your decisions are preset and automatic. You automatically accept or reject or ignore anything that comes onto your screen. Anything coming into your consciousness activates prior thought patterns. These prior thought patterns fire off in context with your thematic mentation (life theme, more on this later) and create all of your thoughts, talk, emotions, sensations and efforts. You, incorrectly, think these thought patterns are you. This is true for you and every other sentient being who has not done this core material. It is my observation only three people who are currently running a body on planet earth have run off any of this core material on their own. (This does not count what I have run off on others with good result on phobias, illnesses, conflicts and such.) Two of those only ran off a little bit and then were tricked by the core material to quit. One person, myself, has run many thousands of hours of this core material with excellent results and daily perminate improvement toward spiritual purity. I have presented this material to over 60 people, from all walks of life, many of whom think they are in advanced states of spiritual development. (Sorry, that is impossible) They all have rejected this core material out of hand. They were unaware the material itself was rejecting the material; not the true person. They are convinced this highly polluted material is the true them. They were unable to conceive of themselves not being this materials thus they were unable to separate from it. It is easy for a person to prove to themselves their thoughts are automatic and not of their own spontaneous origination. Simply sit and try to think of nothing. Another test is, sit and try to silently repeat your name and where you are from for two minutes. In both tests you will note other thoughts flood in. These are your normal ever day thoughts. These thoughts are not originated by you. Vested interests have attacked me, the messenger, many with intent to kill. All the attacks have been telepathic. Fortunately one eventually becomes immune from attack as one rids oneself of this pollution. Until then there are ways to neutralize the attacks. This is covered later. The various aspects of your human wretchedness, total habitualness and lack of free will, and how they are killing you are also covered later. One may think to themselves my using the term wretchedness is a bit strong, particularly when you think of yourself and others you know as nice, well rounded and perhaps spiritual folks. This is one of the pitfalls of human existence. We try to compare ourselves to other humans and our current ideas of what spiritual existence is all about. This can be proven to your satisfaction to be incorrect. It is not my intent to bum you out. It is my intent for you to get real about yourself and others so you may become your old frisky self. One must know their true current condition before they may return to their true self of essential purity, spontaneity and a creator of pure brilliant light. I pray you are up to it. The core case: What it is and how we created it It is easiest to understand how we got into the mess if we move in time to before the mess. This will not be the beginning of time or the beginning of you. It is shortly thereafter. It was a time when you were still almost pure and pretty much spontaneous. The reason I say almost pure and pretty much spontaneous is you were living within the context of your first lie to yourself. You thought, mistakenly, you were separate. Anyway, there you sat and then somebody created a creation you decided you didn't like so you created their creation anew. They saw this and created their creation back to what it was. You then created it back to what your creation was. After this went on for a few eons you got tired of fooling with it and so you created a thought and energy structure to handle it automatically. So did the other guy. Then for many trillions of eons you continued to create these thought/energy structures to handle anything you didn't want to fool with. This was the beginning of the end. Much later, again mistakenly, you thought you were all of the thoughts, emotions, talk, effort and such emanated by your created thought/energy structures. This was the end. Your spiritual death. The reason being, all of your self created thought/energy structures were created from an egoistic, I am separate viewpoint. Even more detrimental to your spiritual (true) life, you began to think all the emanations from your self created thought, energy, emotion, structures were originating from you. You went from being a knowing observer of these thought, energy, emotion structures to incorrectly thinking they were the real you. Each of these thought, energy, emotion structures became like a life of it's own. Additionally, each one sucks all of it's energy from you. Each of these structures is capable of constructing duplicates or clones of itself. This is how you were blindsided and lost your spiritual consciousness. Also, each clone sucks all of it's energy from you. In your natural primordial state you can create enough energy to light up all the cities in all the universes within the blink of an eye. Currently one can't even light up a light bulb. As you off-load your structures (they only answer when referred to as Animal Minds or AM's) your energy returns. Each AM and it's clones contain: 1. Thought (limited to subject) 2. Energy (sucked from you) 3. Emotion (singular) 4. Sensation (singular) 5. Effort (singular) 6. Pain (general and specific) 7. Unconsciousness (general) Again, each of these Animal Mind receives all of their energy from you. This is the reason you are not as frisky as you would like to be. Additionally, each AM is programmed to make duplicates (clones) of itself. Their is no limit to the number of duplicates each AM creates. These clones are being created as we speak. This is your heavy load that keeps getting heavier, minute by minute, 24 hours a day, seven days a week. Each AM is set up to automatically become your consciousness when ever it is triggered by a preconceived set of circumstance. Example: If a person sees a can of broccoli the AM will automatically think, say, feel those things the AM is programmed with. The person thinks, in error, it is him. The next time you see a can of broccoli the same AM group will take over your consciousness again and the AM's will have exactly the same opinion and feelings and talk about broccoli. Again, you will think this is you. Their currently is no area of your existence not dominated by your AM's. There is a AM running your life for everything that could possibly occur in the realm of human experience. The AM's are what the human mind is composed of in all of it's aspects, conscious, unconscious, ego, id, reactive, and every other term used to describe the human mind. These AM's are the cause of wars, drug and alcohol use, murder and general mayhem. They are the reason people get divorced, fight and fuss with each other, lie, and beneath their social happy face, have a lot of general worry, fear, pain and confusion. The AM's are the only cause of all of mans troubles. Until the AM's are eliminated, man cannot help his destructive behavior towards himself and others. As Christ said when on the ,cross, Forgive them Father. They know not what they are doing. Sad and true. Once the AM's are removed you are a well and happy human. Totally pure, full of brilliant light, spontaneous, certain and having fun. If you can imagine yourself not being this, no longer appropriate, junky pollution, you can be free. I and others pray you can. The various aspects of your current polluted condition Your current condition is pain and suffering. Your pain and suffering are caused by selfishness (egoism per dictionary). You cannot help being your egoism until you have removed a large amount of your core case material. Currently this core case material manifests as seven aspects plus your thematic mentation (habitual thoughts and emotions). The seven aspects are: 1. General ignorance, i.e. lack of knowledge of what life is all about. This general ignorance is held in place by your automatic predilection and an all pervading apprehension. The automatic predilection determines how you think and feel about everything that appears on any of your thought levels. It's kind of like some guy who is continually out in front of you, blocking your view of what's going on, and at the same time feeding you his take of what it is. He does this by forcing his pictures and emotions into your consciousness. You incorrectly think you are originating this stuff, thus you never get the right scoop. Because of this you have a pervading sense of continual apprehension. Both of the above states have been with you for many, almost countless, eons. Most folks think this predilection and apprehension are natural. They are not. Most folks never notice them. However, they must notice them if they wish to be free. 2. Desire. Your desire is unremitting. You are never satisfied with things as they are. This set of thought constructs(AM's) cause you to be dissatisfied and irritable. You are placed in a continual state of hoping for something better. This state of hope pulls you out of your present dissatisfaction and puts you into future hope, thus you have little joy in your present time frame. This unremitting desire pulls people into a get and spend way of life. Many people think, incorrectly, this get and spend sequence is their only true happiness because it makes them feel good, others admire their new stuff, and it gives them something to talk about. It's a hideous trap. 3. Pride. This egoism enhancer never allows one to be themselves. One is always running their life with reference to, what will others think of me. So we have a