RDucharme (VoltR@ctinet.net) wrote:

>>On 27 Jun 1999 13:20:20 -0400, Homer Wilson Smith

>Now that last sentence I can agree with.  The rest?  I won't attach the FOS
>label on it, but I'd say it's at least a bit radical and short-sighted. 

>Tech finders can't stand alone.  For instance, without PCs and auditors,
>they would have no reason to be; their researches would be only an exercise
>in mental masturbation. In the same way, audiences are as valuable as the
>speaker, lowly laborers are as valuable as company presidents; linemen are
>as valuable as quarterbacks; vegetation is as valuable as human life.  All
>because of interdependence. 

     Yes, clearly.  However historically I have benefited more from my
own work solo than from other's, with few exceptions, namely you,
Enid, Filbert etc, and my reality is that a world full of pc's isn't
going to help me at all.

     When I was in the Church, even though I didn't get to audit very
long on Dianetics, my one pc was a pure joy to behold, ran track like
greased butter, ruds flew swiftly and everything was exactly according
to the book.  Ruds would get the needle floating, drug assessments
would find the reading item, running it R3R would drive the needle up,
TA 5.0, pc looking like death, E/S, E/S, finally needle would start
cascading down, pc would have cognitions, needle would go into a dial
wide float at Ta 2.5, and pc would be beaming, laughing, VVVGI's.

     Yet when they ran this stuff on me, over 300 hours and almost
$100,000 worth, at the Org and at Flag, I got *NOTHING* but grind and
heartache and loss after loss after loss.

     Last day at Flag, when I was out of money, being sent home, I was
reading the wins on the writeup boards, and I was crying tears because
everyone else was winning but me.

     So I haven't forgotten that, what people already know about tech
isn't worth shit, no matter how pumped up they pretend to be.

     It's *EASY* to help a noodle, but the end result is a more
powerful and more suppressive noodle.

     Tech Finding is *MY* salvation and that is all I care about,
because you know, those other standard pc's, those that did well being
obedient "track obeys the auditor" types, they turned me into ethics
for asking questions, for not clapping, for bringing up the subject of
total responsibility and Tech Finding.

     THEY can all go to hell forever for free, and I will gladly kick
them into the abyss and pay for the right to do so.

     *THESE* people will not come onto this list and usurp it for
their own ends, and I will make *SURE* over my dead body that they
don't, I don't care what anyone else says.

     And I will NOT tolerate professional auditors recruiting
professional pcs on this list either.

     Either the person wants to become a Tech Finder or die trying, or
he has earned my personal enmity for the rest of time.

     If there is a market for noodles, it ain't here.

     I don't actually wish to know how to help a noodle and I would in
fact suppress that tech completely out of existence, as they don't
deserve help and should not be helped.
 
     How's that for an enemy formula.

     Homer

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