FEAR OF / FEAR OF NOT

    Thetans create things that oppose each other.
 
    They fight each other to the death because the thetan creates
both of them to do so.  This is what thetans create, two opposing
things that fight each other to the death.
 
    When the thetan starts to take sides with one thing over the
other, then he himself starts to fight the opposing side to the death,
and thus he becomes the side he has taken on until he dies as it.
 
    A thetan is interiorized into a body, because the body is opposed
by something that the thetan can no longer spot, but which the
thetan opposes to the death.
 
    The thetan is so opposed to this thing that opposes his body, that
they only way he can not be this opposition and thus fight it, is by being
the body.  One inch outside the body, and he is being, and thus aiding and
abetting the opposition to his body. 
 
    That is how pervasive this thing is that the thetan conceives is
opposing the body.  And how unwilling the thetan is to have this
opposition be.
 
    In becoming the body and fighting this opposing thing to the
death, the thetan goes to the death in the body.
 
    There is,
 
    Knowing by Looking
    Looking by Knowing

    Not Knowing by Not Looking
    Not Looking by Not Knowing

    Spot the effort to pull in Knowing by Looking
    Spot the effort to push away Knowing (to not know) by Not Looking.

    There is 

    Fear of        ......
    Fear of Not/No ......

    Fear of Knowing
    Fear of Not Knowing
 
    Fear of Looking
    Fear of Not Looking

    Fear of Mortality
    Fear of No Mortality
 
    Fear of Immortality
    Fear of No Immortality

    These form an active present time ridge in the body of the thetan, in
particular around the eyes, ears, nose, throat, breathing, heart and spine
of the physical body. 
 
    These items comprise the Must Be's and Must Not Be's of the case. 

    The case consists of an equal and opposite wanting and not wanting the
same thing at the same time.  This is a ridge and produces an indecision
and a stillness where the mass and compression builds up. 

    List and Null for a reading item and run "Fear of ... " and "Fear of
not/no ...."  on the item until the ridge blows or flat.  Then move
to next item. 

    Run any parts of the tone scale,
 
    Fear of Love
    Fear of No Love
 
    Any parts of the awareness characteristic chart
 
    Fear of Oblivion
    Fear of No Oblivion
 
    Any parts of the mind,
 
    Fear of remembering
    Fear of not remembering

    Fear of forgetting
    Fear of not forgetting
 
    any parts of the Know to Mystery scale,
 
    Fear of Feeling
    Fear of Not Feeling,
 
    any terminals in life
 
    Fear of Mother
    Fear of No Mother
 
    Fear of Life
    Fear of No Life

    Fear of Death
    Fear of No Death

    run on force, mass, power, cruelty, humor, laughter, sorrow,
happiness, games, work, money enemies, sex, girls, bodies, planets,
spaces, times, energy, sleep, dreams. 

    Run on all dichotomies and items of importance.

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