DEATH AND INFINITY The subject of death has come up a few times in relation to UCP, NOTS, auditing in general. People generally consider death a bad thing, like being born in protoplasmic slime is a good thing. They got it backwards, being born is a good bye of magnitude, and dying is a hello of magnitude. Be that as it may, dying is considered bad, we all want to go 'clear and OT' while staying alive, and Christianity and Adore assures us this is possible. "Christ did not die on a Cross of Wood. Christ died on the Cross of Pride and Shame. Christ died in the flesh and was reborn in the flesh and the Spirit, so that you do not have to die in the flesh to be reborn in the Spirit." Of course Adore is all hallucination, so we take that with a grain of salt. Man do UCPer's hate Adore. I wonder why? I can't imagine how they could feel attacked by it at all. That one is a complete surprise to me. Anyhow, Adore says something else about auditing and death. "THE ONLY THING THAT CAN KILL YOU IS DEATH." What this means is, if you are dying of your case, the case you are dying of is about death. Only the charge surrounding death and birth is strong enough to kill a body. You understand this? Now auditing BT's or other disincarnate beings, brings us very close to the 7th dynamic where it all went wrong and we stuck our heads into the 6th forever more. The being on the 7th is like a great big balloon with two legs. One leg stands firmly in the Infinities of the 8th, and the other leg stands firmly on the floor of Time Stone, MEST. "Mortals bow and pray to the God of Time, Stone and Dust in the Wind. Their Faith is not be belittled." - Adore The balloon sits and lives on the 7th dynamic intermingled with a trillion trillion other balloons each with their two legs, each with one in the 8th and one in the 6th. You know in Startrek they have this huge room that acts as a holodeck. When nothing is being projected, its empty, just a huge empty black room with nothing in it. But then the computer can put a whole ocean there, with ships and people and whatever you want. OK that's what the 7th dynamic is like. The 7th dynamic is a huge enpty room filled with beings making space and putting something in it. What they are putting there is a color form picture, a hallucination if you will, of space and time, matter and energy, that they can play with. The sum total of all these color form projections is the 6th dynamic. Its like each being is a huge clear balloon, and in side him is some part of the 6th dynamic being projected. As other beings come along and move through each being to being, they experience different parts of the 6th dynamic being projected. God is not one, God of MEST is a whole society of beings doing this for their own edification. Usually these beings overlap each other, so MEST is a continuum from end to end. But sometimes they may separate from each other, and the MEST projected by one being will just kind of end and won't be connected to the next section of MEST being projected by his neighbor. Now traveller visitor beings wandering through this 6th dynamic projection are well aware it is a projection, they are well aware they themselves are also on the 7th dynamic with one foot in the 8th. They are like museum goers who have donned their radio head phones, and as they travel from exhibit to exhibit, the radio head phones start to tell another story. Well that's like moving through this 7th dynamic holodeck of 6th projections. As you move from being to being, you get another part of the MEST universe in view. Now somewhere along the line the museum travellers doo something really weird. They BECOME part of the exhibit, they duck into the 6th dynamic completely, they loose their awareness of living on the 7th dynamic and they have no clue about their own other foot being in the 8th. They think they are one footed beings without a balloon. This is a very big rift. For one they have lost their direct pipeline to the Infinities on the 8th. On the 7th, they were aware of all beings, they could communicate instantly with anyone, everyone was ever present, there was no ALONENESS, they visited others at will, took on their projections, mused a bit, maybe added to them, then moved on. The museum grew and evolved as each traveler moved through it and made comment to the projecting beings. Suddenly the 7th no longer exists for them. Where before all beings were instantly accessible INWARDLY, now only a few beings were accessible OUTWWARDLY, and only with skilled use of the communication mechanisms of MEST. Where before they knew that life was EVERY WHERE PRESENT, and MEST was a hologram in the color forms of consciousness, now they felt that cold steel and iron and space and time were every where present, and that what life there was, was just a flickering manifestation of MEST gotten a bit too complex. Where before the longing and interchange of love was instantaneous and ever abundant, now it had to sought from one end of the earth to the other and protected with dear life. Where before there was no fear but fun fear, now things were serious, death was immanent and came to all, and one played the game of survival because the penalties of not doing so were worse. Where before the being had an *INFINITE* number of INFINITIES on the 8th, and a close and boundless family on the 7th and fun baubles of color form on the 6th, now the being had only a 6th, and no 7th at all, forming an impenetrable black abyss between the 6th and maybe the 8th of a far off and commanding God living on the other side of the Abyss. Where before the being had FOREVER to accomplish and do whatever he wanted to do, he now had one life and that's it bud. Immortal dreams and feelings were too hot to bear, one could not even think of them and live. Finally this being takes to taking on a baby 5th dynamic, growing up as a 1st dynamic into a 2nd, 3rd, and 4th. He eschews the 5th as beneath him, and struts on the 4th as if he is God. For there is no other God for him, so he might as well be. After he grows up and sits on the mountain top of a mature 4th dynamic, the pinnacle of consciousness for him is that there IS NO consciousness except the weird flicker of life in the cold steel and electronic marble that he calls himself. So he grew up as a 1st to become a 4th and then looks from the center of the dynamics up at the 5th and 6th, and sees the stars and only a great mystery before him. There is nothing beyond the night sky to him but his hopes and fears. Now you are going to audit this guy on a BT. That puts him right back where he first ducked into the 6th FOR REAL and severed his ties with the 7th and 8th. As a pc he is reaching FROM the 4th to ARRIVE at the 8th, he wants to BECOME GOD. As an auditor you are trying to get him to BE the 8th which he already is, he never left. The immortal dreams that he lost in his fall into the 6th dynamic valley of the shadow of death, is enough to kill him, unless you take him, his entire life, his body, everything that he owns, and all of his friends and loved ones back to the 7th *TOGETHER*. For they are all already there, he can't go back 'alone'. So basically if your pc isn't looking into the maw of death at least every few sessions, he just isn't running deeply or even anything that will do him any long term good. We don't need to kill the pc to make him better, but once you find that direction which the pc is most certain will kill him if he goes near it, you have your orientation on the direction the pc is most going wrong in, and the direction the pc most needs to go right in. Homer ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith Clean Air, Clear Water, Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 A Green Earth and Peace. 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