NEED AND FEAR I am looking for a solo process that anyone can run without the help of another. By solo process I do NOT mean a formal rote procedure which one runs in formal session with or without a meter, but one which runs 'in the background' during the living of life. When life goes 'crunch' through out the day, I want to know what that crunch is about in the most general sense, and then take that specific crunch apart so it doesn't happen again. I believe as tech finders we all seek the one process or one understanding that we can plant as a seed in a person's mind, and have it work for them quickly and stunningly, so that they can then disseminate it to others in the same manner. The route towards clearing advance has historically been through a quagmire of god awful complexity to greater and greater simplicities. Even the great masters are still looking, but in the meanwhile they continue to offer the complex routes that they have achieved so far. Any case gain is better than no case gain. But in the end, for me, finding that simple seed, that each person can plant alone and which will take him or her all the way out in a proper gradient with life as the main auditor, is of paramount importance. Now perhaps I only seek such a solution for myself and others like myself. I have to admit to the possibility of abandoning the rest of mankind to the complexities of other schools, if I found such a route that worked for me and no one else, I would be the first one out of here never to return, leaving behind me only a posting or two describing how I did it. KP would still be screaming 'FIGURE FIGURE, HALLUCINATION, GET A CLUE IDIOT!' and I would be gone. But I keep seeing the commonness of my own case with everyone else's. They get sick a couple of times a year, I am sick all the time, their noses stuff up once in a while, mine is stuffed all the time etc. So I figure that once I blow my case wide open, I will have blown the common case across all of us wide open too. That there might be other case amongst myself or others that is not touched, I admit, but that common case across all humans, I expect to be handled with the seed. In present time I would have to say that seedling consists of two concepts, need and fear. Need is the consideration that something is necessary either to survival or the willingness to be. An immortal being has no needs upon which his survival depends, but his willingness to be does. If you are going to willingly live forever, certain things fundamentally need to obtain. Doubt is the component of fear that is self casting, if one doubts that one is able, one will engage in looking to find out if one is, and bang one won't be. Looking to know is a trap. Indecision is the other component, once one doubts, one no longer is sure what to do, thus one tends to do nothing, and then the need to do SOMETHING, leads one to do something else. One comes to a fork in the road, runs into need and fear and doubt, and rather than make a decision, one builds a house there and offer bed and breakfast to others who come along. Eventually it becomes an anti-civilization like we have here on Earth. A sargasso sea of dead and dying *GODS*, who couldn't figure out whether to go right or left and couldn't figure out who or what is cause around here. One can reach out into an area of life and 'feel' if ones postulate are going to work there. If one feels an open space and a smile, then one knows that whatever one commands in that warm spot will come true in its own time. Other places in life will feel closed and blocked, one knows that one's postulates won't work there. One can then start sorting these areas of blockage out, spot the needs and fears until the next area opens with a smile waiting with infinite potential for a command to be placed in its jet stream. A command is not made with force or flourish, one merely hits the return key on it, and its a done deal unless retracted. Here is a good process. Sit down at a computer and type in a command for something you want, followed by the return key. "We will get more business" "We will get more business" Do this and notice that it is the hitting of the return key that makes it work, not the force nor flourish with which you write the command or hit the return key. That is a command. It's a long trek from fearless human to God crucified on the Qualms, but for those ready to make the trek, a little indoctrination about how it all works, and a little help to focus on the proper concepts, will start to produce amazing changes. We don't need to need and we don't need to fear. Ain't that amazing? Ain't that a miracle? Ain't that the undreamed dream come true? Well to most it is so overwhelming they just want a little auditing to help them 'adjust' better to their needs and fears. But this is an auditing overt. The first step down from OT is to postulate that you need something. The second step down from OT is to doubt your ability to get that need. Wham you are dead. Some guy walks in and wants to survive anyway and you are going to help him with that? Auditing consists of two things. Handle the doubt. Handle the need. Next time life goes crunch on you, you know, you just can't get up and go, take a look at need and fear and their inner componenets, survival, willingness, self casting doubt, indecision, and doing something else, and I believe you will find the seed of freedom you are looking for. Once it starts to work for you, plant it in another and make sure it grows until they can do the same. Once you start to win at this game, you will run into needs and fears you never dreamed of, knock your socks off. OT straight ahead. Homer ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Homer Wilson Smith Clean Air, Clear Water, Art Matrix - Lightlink (607) 277-0959 A Green Earth and Peace. Internet Access, Ithaca NY homer@lightlink.com Is that too much to ask? http://www.lightlink.com