GPMS ACT - 3 Copyright (C) 1993 Homer Wilson Smith Redistribution rights granted for non commercial purposes. >What if there were an organization that put money >into convincing people that the people were confused and >mal-adjusted and then convinced them that the only >help for them available was provided by the organization >and then sold that *help* to them at exorbitant prices? Yes this would be fraud. However this is not what happens. I WAS messed up when I came to the Church looking for help, in fact I studied Scientology for YEARS through LRH books before I ever even set eyes on a real Scientologist or an org or real auditing. I read everything he ever wrote 5 times over in as many years before I ever got close to real Scientologists. Boy was that a let down once I did. I had already determined for myself that it was valid and that I needed it, and I haven't regretted that decision to this day, and I can only see the long road of progress I made towards actually making the goal of getting well again from my own self inflicted postulates. Unlike some sweetness and light cases I know, I was not a Natural Clear. >What are GPMS? You are criticizing Scientology and don't know what GPMS are? GPM = Goals Problems Mass. They ARE what make a person not clear, and once the first GPM is located and blown you have a 'first goal clear'. That is what Ron really meant by Clear in 1963. Then there are sequences of earlier GPMS that are located and blown producing a second and third goal clear etc. Each one blown leaves the person more OT and able to create new goals for him self on an unaberrated basis. Somewhere around the 4th or 5th GPM or later, the whole string of GPMS blows all the way down the whole track, and you have a full OT. GPMS are what cause psychosomatic conditions, childhood illnesses, eyeglasses, nausea, lack of memory. GPMs can make you so sick they can kill you, which is why Ron made their auditing by untrained auditors a High Crime. Ron lost a few pc's on the way, or his auditors did. I almost lost myself. GPMs are formed of the whole track Goal that the pc is dramatizing in this life but doesn't know he is, against an opposition goal which the pc also doesn't know. But he FEELS it when things get out of control. The goal and opp goal are SUBMERGED and the pc doesn't know what they are but they make him madder than hell when things get real rough. The goal against the opp goal form a Problem which continues in present time because the pc is unknowingly stuck in the GPM in present time. Actually most people are dimly aware that there is something wrong with their reactions to things. But because the pc doesn't know what the goal or opp goal is, he doesn't know what the Present Time Problem is either, but thinks instead that it is all the present times problems that he knows about and complains about. Because of these goals and counter goals, the pc has an unknown and unresolvable Present Time Problem which is hidden and covered by the present time problems that he does know about. These chronic present time problems lead to overts, which lead to withholds, which lead to motivators which lead to engrams which lead to having a body and becoming mortal. The whole subject of being unclear and going clear is the subject of having, dramatizing, locating and blowing GPMS. You see you don't know what a GPM is because the God damn stupid ass licking cow towing Scientologists on this list don't dare speak about anything, lest someone higher up say 'No thats not the way we do things here.' So no one really learns the tech or what Scientology is about. I am on the verge of being a first goal clear. I almost died from the Church's mishandling of my first goal GPM, so they can all go up in fire as far as I am concerned. You see that is my GPM talking right there, it conjures up overts to deal with the problem of those who you CONCEIVE are opposing you. If you dramatize those overts and regret it later, you will be prone to having motivators stick to you when they come your way which they do anyhow as a matter of course. If you don't have overts, they won't stick and fester. Thus GPMS accumulate bank, pictures of pain and unconsciousness. Running the engrams is only necessary until the pc can contact and blow the underlying UNKNOWN translifetime super goal and opposition goal that was involved in the GPM in the first place. Here's a way to conceive of what the opposition terminal (beingness with mass) and opposition goal might be like. Conceive the most powerful evil that you can imagine. What's it being? How big is it? How much does it weigh? What's it's goal? What would you have to be to fight this thing? What would your goal be that it's goal opposed you so desperately? A million years ago the pc WAS fighting this thing, now he is stuck in safe solutions trying to keep it hidden. But everytime he tries to solve a simple present time problem, especially a hot one, he dramatizes the GPM: he does or tries to do what he wanted to do to this super opposition dude a long time ago. So he gets mad at the wife, and pours gasoline on her and sets her on fire. Or he smashes the hell out of her face. This is what Hubbard referred to as the 'held down seven in the analytical computer mind' that made people unclear. What it really is, is a held down Goal and Opposition goal, a held down TERMINAL and OPPOSITION TERMINAL (beingness with mass and identity) and the problems and solutions that went along with it. So his wife pisses him off, and he is back a million years ago fighting the Devil to the Death. Its a form of overkill. It was right behavior then, but is not right now. So the Scientologists call this anger 'mis emotion' meaning it does not apply to present time, but to a long gone more powerful past. A true first goal clear, does not have this problem any more. If someone pisses him off, he can deal with it in present time, rather than call in the past million years of fray to deal with it. The GPM is gone. He no longer has a PROBLEM with his anger or other 'solutions' that he uses to 'solve' things in present time. He solves them for real. He is no longer a problem to himself. Thus he no longer has to restrain himself or be careful of himself, and the various mechanisms he has installed to limit and protect others from himself can go by the boards. This leads to the 'freedom from dramatization and the ability to act with out self restraint'. People with GPMS are solving PRESENTLY non existent problems with illogically derived violent solutions. What ever gets your ire up, I mean REALLY gets it up to where you are ready to enlist or go nuclear on someone, is one of these situations. The actual present time problem is being solved with past efforts that applied to the past whole track problem but not to now. Hence they are illogical. Further since the past problem no longer exists, he is trying to solve a problem that no longer exists. Lastly, the solutions were invariably VIOLENT, leading to overts, regret, justifications, motivators, numbness, dumbness and case, which may have been fine for then, but don't at all apply now. Hubbard called this 'psychosis': solving PRESENTLY non existent problems with illogically derived violent solutions from the past. He also claimed that the source of all aberration was identification thought, A=A=A, which meant to him 'anything equals anything equals anything.' More accurately it means 'wife is pissing me off = Devil is trying to destroy my Immortal Soul, so therefore I should respond with Ultimate Eternal Kamikaze.' This is also why Scientologists try to tell angry people 'Come to present time, you can remember this.' Meaning they don't have to dramatize it or 'act it out'. A full OT can not be provoked. He can kill, but it won't be a raging OUT OF CONTROL ANGER AT SOME IMMORTAL FORCE, for those always come from GPMS on the whole track when climes were rougher and taking out the Devil was the game of the day. Every person's first goal GPM is different, but the structure is the same. They contain a presently unknown: 1.) Super Goal and Opposition Goal 2.) Terminal and Opposition Terminal A goal - opp goal pair would be like, To Create Life To Create Death Sometimes you get a 4 way pair that are related, 1.) To Create Life To Create Death 2.) To Destroy Death To Destroy Life The game is to find the goal and opp goal of the GPM which is different for each person, and then the associated TERMINALS or beingness with mass that belong to each goal. Each goal has a beingness that goes with it, it is what you would have to BE to have that goal. Someone who had the goal 'To DANCE' might be BE 'A DANCER'. To dance is the goal, Dancer is the terminal. A terminal has mass, meaning and mobility and is the identity or character that is used to carry out the goal. For example the goal 'To Create Life' might have as a terminal 'A God King', and the goal 'To Create Death' might have as a terminal 'A God Monster' Thus you have, Goal: To Create Life - To Create Death Terminal: A God King - A God Monster Or for the second pair, Goal: To Destroy Death - To Destroy Life Terminal: A Warrior of Life A Warrior of Death or perhaps, Terminal: A Creature of Life A Creature of Death If you are dealing with actual GPMS with an actual pc you can make them terminally ill if you get the goal pairs or terminal pairs wrong by even one word. You can play interesting games with this stuff, at your own risk of course. For example what goal would a 'Damnation Manager' have? 'To Manage the Damned'? The point is if a person at a semi conscious level looks at his wife and sees a 'Damnation Manager', he will not take the sanest course of action the next time she pisses him off. He will strike out at her as if she WERE a Damnation Manager. She may have been, 2 million years ago in another game, but not this game IN PRESENT TIME. Chances are she wasn't even involved. He just has her ASSIGNED as the opp terminal in his GPM and thus has a chronic unknown present time problem of magnitude with her, and proceeds to beat the living daylights out of her on a regular basis for hen pecking him. > >Coool! > >Can they see them when they are in the bathroom? >(Never mind). Yes. Filbert says any really complete Grade 0 completion (willing to communicate to anyone on any subject) should be able to see around corners and keep tabs on what their neighbors are doing. The Church of course has never produced a real Grade 0 and never will, because it CAN'T. >I think that Gisle, like I never had Operational Thetan powers. >They don't exist for us. Such total bullshit. Chris you are a Star Maker of the Adorian Class with a Majestic case of amnesia like you wouldn't believe. You are like Shiva, Brahma and Vishnu all rolled up into one, hiding out as some dude on a street corner, hoping no body notices. Homer